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School is evil. Can't it just end already? Damn! Bored...made some new blends. Some Kelly stuff, a Gogo Yubari one too. That girl is awesome! I wish I was Japanese and could kick ass too. I can't wait to get back into martial arts. Let's see who'd want to mess with me then, huh? lol

Hey Suzy, freshman carwash Saturday! "Wash my car, BITCH!" lmao...

Jessie..."double-u tee eff?"

You know my soul
You know ev'rything about me there's to know
You know my heart
How to make me stop and how to make me go
You should know
I love ev'rything about you
Don't you know?

That I'm thankful for the blessings
And the lessons that I've learned with you by my side
That I'm thankful (so thankful)
For the love that you
Keep bringin' in my life
In my life

Thankful, so thankful

You know my thoughts
Before I open up my mouth and try to speak
You know my dreams
Must be listenin' when I'm talkin' in my sleep
I hope you know
I love having you around me
Don't you know, yeah

That I'm thankful (oh) for the blessings (oh)
And the lessons that I've learned with you by my side
That I'm thankful (so thankful)
For the love that you
In my life
(Keep bringin' in my life)
In my life

Don't you know that I'm thankful (for the moments)
When I'm down
(Oh yeah)
You know just how to make me smile (oh yeah)
(Make me smile)
Thankful (so thankful) for all the joy you bring into my life
Oh, bringin' in my life
(In my life)

For the lessons that I've learned
For the trouble I've known
For the heartache and pain
Thrown in my way
When I didn't think I could go on
But you made me feel strong
With you I am never alone

(Thankful, so thankful)

So I'm thankful (oh) for the blessings (yeah)
And the lessons that I've learned with you by my side
That I'm thankful (so thankful)
For the love that you
Keep bringin' in my life
In my life

Thankful (thankful) for the moments (so thankful) when I'm down you know just how to make me (oh yeah) smile (oh yeah)

Thankful (thankful) for all the joy you bring into my life
In my life

Thankful Thankful Thankful

So thankful So thankful So thankful So thankful

Thankful Thankful

Thankful

Jessica, Suzana, Kevin, Lise', Katie, Yael, Kyle, Dave, Jessie, etc...
Even if I'm not around, I still love you all. *cries*

The Generic Teenager Stereotype
Do you drink [alcohol]?:	Sometimes
Do you party a lot? How often?:	Not really...I'm a loser
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?:	Nope! NEVER!
How often do you use the word like in an average hour?:	Like, way too much!
Do you skip classes? How often?:	Just 0, about once a week
Do you have casual sex? Protected?:	Umm...some people know the answer to this.
Do you steal?:	Only Kelly ads out of the library
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?:	No
Do you drool over celebrities?:	KELLY
Do you watch a lot of TV?:	Kinda
Do you ever watch the News?:	Sometimes
Do you even care about world issues?:	Eh.
Do you read books often?:	Yeah
Are you failing a lot of your classes?:	No F's, just a D *cries*
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?:	I guess
Do you smoke cigarettes?:	Puh-leez!
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?:	Only on Fridays, with Kevin at the mall
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?:	Sometimes
Do you cuss a lot?:	Too much
Are you desperate to fit in?:	Why the fuck would I want to?
Are you intelligent?:	Sometimes
The Goth Stereotype
Black lipstick?:	No
Black eyeliner?:	Sometimes
Black eyeshadow?:	No
Black trenchcoat?:	No
Black boots?:	No
Black fishnets?:	No
Black nail polish?:	No
Cigarettes?:	Fuck no!
Heavy metal music?:	Not really
Marilyn Manson?:	No
Kittie?:	No
Cradle of Filth?:	No
Constant frown and perpetual angst?:	No
Do you like to be seen as:	Umm...
Are you an intellectual?:	Sometimes
An atheist?:	Raised Catholic
Horrible home life?:	Sometimes
Hopelessly depressed?:	Sometimes
Suffering with suicidal idealations?:	Rarely
Self-mutilation?:	No answer.
The Punk Stereotype
Plaid?:	I have one pair of plaid pants
Big black boots?:	Nope
Mohawk?:	Ah yes, it's big and pink
Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]:	Ears only
Loud, confident and opinionated?:	Umm...YES
Wild hair colors?:	Only my red
NOFX?:	Sometimes
Rancid?:	Yeah!
Well versed on political scandals and outrages?:	No
A:	Eh?
The Jock Sterotype
What's your IQ?:	65465465465
Do you watch a lot of sports?:	Racing and football...like I even understand football though!
Play a lot of sports?:	Softball and soccer
Talk a lot about sports?:	No
Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?:	Yeah
Are you arrogant?:	No
Are you a male or female whore?:	Umm...yes.
Are you homophobic?:	No
Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?:	No...
But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?:	Sometimes
Boobs = yes?:	I have them.
Parties = yes?:	Sometimes
Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?:	Of course! ...or not.
The Girl Stereotype
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?:	Sometimes
Have you ever been on a diet?:	Yeah
How much did you lose?:	I dunno...not so much
Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?:	It was a diet!
Make yourself throw up?:	I have a few times...but because I felt sick
Make-up?:	Sometimes
Low-cut tops?:	Rarely
How big are your boobies? [Cup size]:	I'll let you guys decide
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?:	Sometimes
Giggle a lot?:	Giggles is my middle name
What's the deal with boys?:	Huh?
Thongs?:	Commando's better!
Pretty bras?:	Sometimes...
YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?:	Seventeen
Who's the weaker sex?:	Males!
Are you a feminist?:	No
Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?:	Not really
How often do you shave your legs?:	Weekly
How about your armpits?:	Daily
Are you emotional?:	Yeah!
Especially when on your period?:	Twice as much!
This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.]
Originality or Acceptance?:	Both!
Independence or Companionship?:	Be independent, but have companions
Stability or Freedom?:	Freedom
Personal or Interpersonal?:	Personal
Introvert or Extrovert?:	eh?
Popularity or Isolation?:	Both
Unique or Loved?:	Both!!!
Understood or Individual?:	Both!!!
You or Them?:	ME!

How Stereotypical You Are... brought to you by BZOINK!

What is your name?:	Kaitlin
Are you named after anyone?:	Someone my mom knew in high school
What's your screename?:	KaitzxEvilxKitty
Would you name a child of yours after you?:	No!
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:	My mom said Ian...
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:	Umm...I dunno...
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:	Yes! OMG! Kaitlyn, Caitlin, Katelyn, the list goes on...
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:	I like my last name!
Basics
Your gender::	Female
Straight/Gay/Bi::	Straight
Single?:	Yup
If not, do you want to be?:	...
Birthdate::	October 7, 1986
Your age::	17
Age you act::	Depends...sometimes 15, 17, or 20
Age you wish you were::	18
Your height::	5'2
Eye color::	Green/Hazel
Happy with it?:	Yeah!
Hair color::	Natural? Dark brown. Now? Dark Blone w/ highlights
Happy with it?:	Yeah!
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::	Right
Your living arrangement::	Mom, stepdad, sister
Your family::	Dad in Ventura, Mom and stepdad and sister here
Have any pets?:	My snake died, my cat at my dad's ran away, and I have to get rid of the cat here.
Whats your job?:	I need one!
Piercings?:	Ears
Tattoos?:	Nope
Obsessions?:	Kelly Clarkson!
Addictions?:	I dunno...
Do you speak another language?:	Spanish
Have a favorite quote?:	I don't have one
Do you have a webpage?:	Nope
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:	Live for now! Tomorrow might not come
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:	Yeah
Do you have any secrets?:	A LOT
Do you hate yourself?:	Sometimes
Do you like your handwriting?:	Sometimes
Do you have any bad habits?:	Burping...I'm SO not girly
What is the compliment you get from most people?:	I'm very polite...lol
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:	WTF is up with Kaitlin?!
What's your biggest fear?:	Losing someone close to me
Can you sing?:	Eh.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:	No!
Are you a loner?:	Not really
What are your #1 priorities in life?:	Right now, just getting out of high school
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:	I don't know...I'm very dramatic!
Are you a daredevil?:	Yeah!
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:	A lot of things!
Are you passive or agressive?:	Little bit of both
Do you have a journal?:	Yeah, it's a freaking novel almost!
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:	I dunno...
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:	I'd want to be tall!
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:	No!
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:	No regrets.
Do you think life has been good so far?:	Not really
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:	No matter how bad things get, they always get better
What do you like the most about your body?:	I have nice...umm...fingernails. lol
And least?:	My weight! I want to be skinnier!
Do you think you are good looking?:	I'm ok...
Are you confident?:	Not really
What is the fictional character you are most like?:	I dunno
Are you perceived wrongly?:	I don't think so
Do You...
Smoke?:	Fuck no!
Do drugs?:	I think I've been high once...does that count?
Read the newspaper?:	Sometimes
Pray?:	Rarely
Go to church?:	Not for a few years now
Talk to strangers who IM you?:	Only people on my bl can im me.
Sleep with stuffed animals?:	Yeah *blushes*
Take walks in the rain?:	Of course! There's no better time!
Talk to people even though you hate them?:	Nope
Drive?:	Yeah!
Like to drive fast?:	Of course!
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:	I used to be able to sing
Hurt yourself?:	Yeah...
Been out of the country?:	Nope, but I will this summer!
Eaten something that made other people sick?:	Nope
Been in love?:	I think so
Done drugs?:	Nope
Gone skinny dipping?:	Nope
Had a medical emergency?:	Nope
Had surgery?:	Nope
Ran away from home?:	Yeah
Played strip poker?:	Kinda...
Gotten beaten up?:	Nope
Beaten someone up?:	I wish!
Been picked on?:	Everyone has I think
Been on stage?:	Yeah, I've done a few plays/musicals
Slept outdoors?:	yeah! I love to camp!
Thought about suicide?:	Yes...
Pulled an all nighter?:	Friday night!
If yes, what is your record?:	I dunno
Gone one day without food?:	Yeah
Talked on the phone all night?:	Yup
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:	Yup
Slept all day?:	Yup
Killed someone?:	Not that I know of
Made out with a stranger?:	Nope
Had sex with a stranger?:	Nope
Thought you're going crazy?:	Yep
Kissed the same sex?:	On the cheek!
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:	Nope
Been betrayed?:	Yeah
Had a dream that came true?:	Yeah, seeing Kelly in concert last Monday!
Broken the law?:	We snuck into the community pool during a power outage at 3 in the morning...
Met a famous person?:	Nope
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:	Nope
On purpose?:	Eww!
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:	When I was like, 5
Stolen anything?:	Yeah
Been on radio/tv?:	Nope
Been in a mosh-pit?:	Yeah
Had a nervous breakdown?:	I dunno...
Bungee jumped?:	I want to!
Had a dream that kept coming back?:	Yeah, I had this dream where I was flying through a windshield...oooh...not cool.
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?:	Yeah!
Miracles?:	Yup
Astrology?:	No
Magic?:	Yup
God?:	Yup
Satan?:	Yup
Santa?:	Of course!
Ghosts?:	My house is haunted!
Luck?:	Yeah!
Love at first sight?:	I haven't found it yet
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:	Nope
Witches?:	Nope
Easter bunny?:	He ate all my chocolate.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:	I dunno...
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:	Nope
Do you wish on stars?:	All the time!
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:	Not really...
Do you think God has a gender?:	I don't know
Do you believe in organized religion?:	Dunno
Where do you think we go when we die?:	To a hole in the ground. Could we not talk about death right now? Yeah, not cool.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:	Yeah
Who is your best friend?:	Lise'
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:	A lot of people know various thinsg about me...so I dunno
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:	Live for the moment...
Your favourite inside joke?:	I have a few...lol...the rollerblades, skeet, hmm...bananas! lol
Thing you're picked on most about?:	I'm really LOUD
Who's your longest known friend?:	Julia...my next door neighbor
Newest?:	I dunno
Shyest?:	I don't have shy friends
Funniest?:	I dunno
Sweetest?:	Dunno
Closest?:	Lately it's been Suzana
Weirdest?:	Dunno
Smartest?:	Dunno
Ditziest?:	Jessie! lol
Friends you miss being close to the most?:	Lise'
Last person you talked to online?:	Umm...Jessie?
Who do you talk to most online?:	Jessica
Who are you on the phone with most?:	I dunno...Jessica I guess
Who do you trust most?:	Suzana
Who listens to your problems?:	Suzana
Who do you fight most with?:	I don't really fight with my friends
Who's the nicest?:	They're all nice!
Who's the most outgoing?:	Me! lol
Who's the best singer?:	Kevin!
Who's on your shit-list?:	No one
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:	Already have *winks at Jessie* lol
Who's your second family?:	I have a lot
Do you always feel understood?:	Not really
Who's the loudest friend?:	Me!
Do you trust others easily?:	It takes me awhile
Who's house were you last at?:	Jessie's
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::	I dunno
Do your friends know you?:	Some of them
Friend that lives farthest away::	Jessica...but not for long, baby!
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:	I have on regrets on love
What do you find romantic?:	Anything really
Turn-on?:	Sense of humor
Turn-off?:	Too high strung
First kiss?:	Umm...summer 2000?
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:	I would give them a chance
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:	Before
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:	Yeah!
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:	Yeah
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:	I don't think so...
What is best about the opposite sex?:	Guys are fun to hang out with! Less gossipy
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:	they suck sometimes!
What's the last present someone gave you?:	Umm...it's been awhile
Are you in love?:	I have been
Do you consider your significant other hot?:	I don't have one
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:	huh?
You wanted to kill?:	Lots of people
That you laughed at?:	I don't remember
That laughed at you?:	My sister
That turned you on?:	Umm...I don't wanna say...lol
You went shopping with?:	Gabby
That broke your heart?:	Let's not get into this...Amy knows!
To disappoint you?:	My mom
To ask you out?:	It's been awhile...ugh
To make you cry?:	My stepdad
To brighten up your day?:	I dunno
That you thought about?:	"Him"
You saw a movie with?:	Gabby
You talked to on the phone?:	Suzana
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:	Jessie
You saw?:	My sister
You lost?:	What do you mean?
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:	Nope
Will it be with your significant other?:	Nope
Or some random person?:	Randomness
What are you wearing right now?:	jeans and a top
Body part you're touching right now::	My legs are crossed...does that count?
What are you worried about right now?:	Jen's family...I'm sorry, hun!
What book are you reading?:	Poetry book for English
What's on your mousepad?:	It's blue
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::	tired, lonely, depressed, agitated, bored
Are you bored?:	I just said I was
Are you tired?:	I just said I was
Are you talking to anyone online?:	Jessica
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:	My phone doesn't work down here
Are you lonely or content?:	Little bit of both
Are you listening to music?:	TV